even seas the kettle boiling black derision seems another day fallen in between that a day works us a life i contused feeling collapsing the world a million dreams felt distant of all the dreams the perversion steams a new boiling mixture obtuse deserved streams of logic convoluted obssessed conspiracy received another lie redesigned confined lie fixture undefined reality fix it for me i thought it otherwise decried vision vanquished sequence defining everlasting obsequessence refined described ever lasting ever painting shame i fall before ever day today the next rise another.

hey reddelicious. im so sorry. here. you can read this.

fixture the peace facet barrage the reason puppetry who controls the things
who's pulling the fucking strings?
if  you thought you  controlled it all along. 
who told you so?


it doesnt matter who the fuck you are
it is all about who the fuck you owe. 

what do you define? is it enough to fucking define you?

if you have to ask the questions what do you fear, enough to talk to yourself?
are you afraid. are you afraid of me? or were you afraid of the me you feared in yourself. i could give a fuck less. 
when you're empty you are full of nothing. 
i am the god. of null. i am deus null, deus sacrisage. deus null. the god of fucking nothing.
i look to tomorrow. see yesterday. and i fucking break it. i bend it to my will.